… cause the ride is a bit too insane now.<\/p>\n
adjusting has been weird. i can’t quite put my finger on it… but something is definitely just not right. it feels strange to be home. and not just in a “awwww man, it sucks to be at work again” way… but more in a listless, lethargic, and unhappy way. you know the feeling you sometimes get after E, where the world just doesnt seem right anymore, and there’s nothing in particular bothering you, but at the same time nothing is good?<\/p>\n
i guess that’s kind of what i’ve been feeling like for the last few days. then, today, i was talking to someone who i’ve been really close to for hellza years and found out some totally insane news that shocked me beyond belief. i wont post about it here, but let’s just say, that the rest of my day has been spent in a weird haze. i just dont know how to react, think, or feel about it. coming back has been surreal enough and now all of a sudden something fully unpredictable has occurred and everything seems even more unbelievable and unreal.<\/p>\n
life is so…. confusing.<\/p>\n
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… cause the ride is a bit too insane now. adjusting has been weird. i can’t quite put my finger on it… but something is definitely just not right. it feels strange to be home. and not just in a “awwww man, it sucks to be at work again” way… but more in a listless, … Continue reading “stop the rollercoaster please….”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-79","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-san-francisco"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.thisisvlad.com\/werd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/79","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.thisisvlad.com\/werd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.thisisvlad.com\/werd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.thisisvlad.com\/werd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.thisisvlad.com\/werd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=79"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.thisisvlad.com\/werd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/79\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.thisisvlad.com\/werd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=79"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.thisisvlad.com\/werd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=79"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.thisisvlad.com\/werd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=79"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}